Steve, I hear you! I will start super slow, maybe once or twice a day. My fear is that I'll have some expectation of what should come "in return" like her touching me back or looking at me and smiling.
#1 rule: NO EXPECTATIONS. Do not start doing them if you can't do them without expectations.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018