P....I remember when I first started dating I was all excited then I guess maybe reality set in or who knows what but now it has changed for me. I don’t feel that I am depressed, maybe not completely over my D, maybe afraid to be vulnerable again, I don’t know. I am coming up on 1 yr of it being final and 2 years since my Xw left. I feel the engine starting to fire at times but at other times it doesn’t. I guess just be patient with yourself.


Married 14, Together 17
M: 44, W: 43, D: 8, D: 6
M: 46, W: 45. D: 10. D: 8 (CUR)
Bomb Dropped: 5/28/2017
Separation Date: 6/17/2017
Divorce Filed: 2/7/2018
Divorce Final: 4/12/2018