Pain, let go of some things. Like the WW, STBXW, OM2 monikers.... Just let it go. You are still so pissed about it. Empower yourself, be free, and stop worrying about what you cannot change.
And I'll add this, a person may have post traumatic stress, but that doesn't mean that person has PTSD. Have you been diagnosed? Maybe you are dealing with it just fine?
Who are you hoping will see this as an affair that doesn't currently? Most of your W's friends and family are full of it and are either too scared to tell her the truth or too stupid to see the truth right in front of them. I know you know this, but you're focusing on the wrong things. Anyways, hopefully you'll tell me about the things that are going right in your world and how you're spending your time productively.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
