I don't know about Pinn, but I don't believe its depression. I'm in IC I think they would have picked up on that. My life has been pretty good post-D and on the up and up in the near future. I wonder if it's my own personal sitch, and having my core values rocked that has me slowly getting jaded. I know my core beliefs have changed drastically since BD. kml maybe it's like you said and I am just unwilling to be vulnerable and building unconscious walls.
H(37) W(35) D8, D5, S3 T20, M13 BD 8/31/18 EA Discovered 9/13/18 Mediation 10/3/18 W files for D 10/12/18 W moves out 11/10/18 EA confirmed 12/25/18 D Final 1/10/19