You have been given very wise and excellent advice.
First priority is to get yourself checked out. When they begin to experiment, they are like kids and do not think for one minute that they will catch something and bring it back home. Please make an appointment and get checked out.
I, too, recommend sitting on any decision until you are calm. Doing things in anger and/or hurt usually helps us make mistakes along the way. Sit quietly and I can assure you, the answers will come.
No one is advising you to move on, we are advising you to move forward. Live your life as if he may not return. Make a list of those things that you've not been able to do over the years and start working on them. This is your time to take a good look at you and what you would like to do w/your life. We only have one life to live, so live it the best way that you can.
You will know when you are absolutely done. I don't think you are there yet. Dig deeper for patience and continue moving forward.
Last edited by job; 03/05/1901:06 PM.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
