Since my last update, I've been home packing. I've regressed emotionally, but I think it's understandable considering it brings back memories of happier times. I've been mostly alone -- although my cousin's husband (great guy, like a brother to me) stayed the weekend and helped me move some things to temporary storage. Thank God for his presence. Just something that I feel like God has laid on my heart. That is to be classy. My XW is a great person (despite having faults -- which we all do). I will always love her dearly. Making the choice to take the high road actually really helps me. I think I'll be able to look back at this time and know that I kept my integrity. I melted down a few months into DB and argued with XW, but overall I'm proud of the way I've handled this.
Nothing new on the dating front. I'm in the mindset that if it works out, okay. If not, I'm happy alone too. It feels good not to feel desperate for the next woman's love.
