I think it would be insane to talk about sex with her already.

You have waited two years for this. I think you can wait more than two months.

I would just keep being Gordie. Listen, respond. Keep surrendering your will to God.

This might sound crazy to other folks on these parts, but take a moment before you go to bed in the evening and ask God to help you live in His will.

I think you are focusing too much on strategizing and your needs. Just listen to her in bed, physically and emotionally, as you have learned to listen to her outside of that. In time she will listen to you too.

I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.