Ok, phew. I will try. Its the not knowing if I am doing it right or wrong thats tough.

He went to new orleans last year for his bachelor party and I was jealous and untrusting so didn't contact him at all. I'm not sure if it is a 180 for me to send him something smiley and jokey or not. But then I think with no contact he will think I'm moving on and that might make him reconsider things. It's so tough not knowing what to do.


ILYBINILWY - 11/19/18
Got Better - 12/20/18
Counseling - Jan and Feb
MIL issues - Jan
BD - 2/13/2019
IHS - 2/14/2019