The bomb woke me up, but she still won't talk

[lusa]

Just when I said I wasn't going to say anything, I ended up saying it. I woke up this morning, WW came in the room to ask something, I answered and then stayed in bed with my eyes shut. i thought she'd left the room and the words "I want a divorce" just came out my mouth. She was actually still in the room, and crouched down getting something out the drawers.

I was half asleep, and shocked she was still there, she asked me what I said a few times, and I replied nothing and she left the room. The morning routine went by as normal, but she didn't move to hug me when I said goodbye so I just left.

The truth is I do want a D now, I don't want to be passive aggressive, or play any games. There's no point now. So I slipped up, she knows and now she's at home alone playing sad songs about it. When I get home I don't care if she's going to be angry and treat me badly, or gushing and treat me well, it doesn't make any difference. Going by her track record I presume it won't be mentioned.