Been a while since I've posted. W's attorney sent me the settlement agreement a couple weeks ago. W and I discussed it and agreed to make changes to it. Nothing major so it shouldn't be a problem. She told me nearly two weeks ago she would have her attorney make the changes and I haven't heard a word about it from her or her attorney. Honestly I've reached a point where I don't care anymore. I've had some good conversations with my parents about everything and I'm in a much better place now.
W and I haven't talked about anything other than the agreement and the kids in weeks. I actually feel good where everything is at the moment. The space has helped me tremendously. I haven't had a low day in weeks. I've reached the point where I've let go and realize nothing I do related to our MR matters because it's completely up to her to come back or not. At this point I'll be ok either way. I've been tackling things around that house that have needed to be done for a while.
Whatever happens will happen regardless of what I do so I've stopped giving any time or thoughts to my MR and have been focusing on me and my kids.
