I’ve just been trying to control my mind and my thoughts. Sometimes they are all over the place.
I’ve been focusing on getting healthy. Started meal planning last week and got back on MyFitnessPal. In the last week, I’ve lost 4 pounds. Probably mostly water weight but it’s a start.
I just want to feel better and see a light at the end of the tunnel. I have good days and bad.
H dropped a bomb last week...he claims he wants to fight for our marriage. I’m skeptical because we all know he’s been all over the place.
While he’s been away on his guys gone wild trip, I’ve made a point not to answer his calls and text messages right away. I don’t want him thinking I’m sitting around waiting for him to call.
This trip is messing with me mentally becusse only God knows what he’s doing. I know I shouldn’t care but hey, I’m human.
So that’s it so far.
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
