Clinging to Hope

[hope2019]

I haven't seen my husband in so long it feels like, but I know I will see him when i get home

If possible stay out later than normal. Do not communicate with him while you are out.

I see my going out as a 180 honestly. I became so dependent on him that I literally never went out or enjoyed myself if I did go out, when he wasn't there. I have so far been out getting a life everyday since last Friday. I feel abit like a ghost when I go out at the moment but I know those feelings will fade one day. I don't know how late I will stay out but I will make sure I am not home when he gets there.

I'm really struggling with balancing not chasing and not being cold... it's a tough one.