Clinging to Hope

[hope2019]

I do have a couple of people who know what is going on...to many...my first mistake in all this was to put it publicly on facebook that he is divorcing me. He kept saying I should do it so I could get support but I also know it put chances of recon 10 steps back.

I had arrangements to go out with a friend tonight for a few hours, have no inclination to go but really need to focus on GAL so will go. I haven't seen my husband in so long it feels like, but I know I will see him when i get home and if not, I will see him next week. This is all just so, so hard. Taking it one moment at a time. I at least made progress today in having my insurance agree to 2 therapy sessions a week, that will help me I think. And it's friday. small bites...