Clinging to Hope

[hope2019]

Thank you R2C.

I replied to him and said "I just need some time to process everything I think".
He responded "That's cool, not sure we're in a crazy rush as we have until July 1st (thats the day he wants me to move out the house with my daughter". don't want to screw your weekend if you want to ignore that email until next week, its cool".
Me: Ok thank you, I appreciate you understanding x
H: It's all cool x

I'm trying to breathe through this and not panic too much.... it really did take everything in me...it still is.. to not call him and say is the hope gone? I am trying to find small wins in him allowing me to wait to read it etc. Hoping we can just be normal tonight before we go to our separate rooms and he leaves again. I am trying to appreciate the gift of time in this, for him to perhaps come back, but for me to perhaps move on.