Ok I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’m spinning and scared. Not to sound too defensive, I deactivated it a couple months ago and happened to log into it last night (I accidentally reactivated it with one of those stupid “Login with Facebook” options on an app )and had to go back in to deactivate it again. Yes, the mistake was when I clicked on his stupid profile.
Was feeling kinda ok until that. It was just kind of a shot to the heart just when I was feeling ok. I’m definitely not chasing or persuing. I don’t really feel like having that rejection in my life right now. I think I saw him for maybe ten minutes in the past two weeks and texted maybe 3-4 times about our dog? That’s about it.
As far as the money stealing goes, I definitely know he didn’t do it because it was a miscount and they found the money after they redid their math (why that wasn’t the first solution, and not accusing, I don’t know) HOWEVER does my H have the audacity to lie about spending and taking money? Absolutely. He did “borrow” (steak) $2,000 from work and I didn’t even know about it till he got caught and told me we owe his office the money. That was a socker, and relatively recent. But not the only time. He really wanted to buy a brand new snowmobile because his friend bought one too. I negotiated buying a used one for now because we really didn’t have the money. What does he do? He goes behind my back and buys a brand new $30,000 snowmobile anyway and doesn’t tell me about it. I have to hear about it from my neighbors a week later. So money issues, yes. Not sure what that says about him.
