The broken record of anxiousness

It is like carrying a heavy weight

It is exhausting

Figure out what works for you

Exercise

Prayer

GAL

All good things

And when prayer doesn’t seem to do anything

Just sit still

There are times when we run out of words

And become numb

To ourselves

To Him

To all but the anxiousness

We can no longer express what is inside

Just like a little child without the words

And we just want to be held

Prayers for you

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving