Yes and I thought it would get better, but it feels like its getting slowly worse. Like there is a slow impending fallout on the horizon. I feel like she is going to hit rock bottom and pull me down with her. It's like I can see it coming, but I just haven't figured out what to do.

I'm so worked up I can't sleep so I'm going to go lift right now to burn up some energy and anger.

H(37) W(35)
D8, D5, S3
T20, M13
BD 8/31/18
EA Discovered 9/13/18
Mediation 10/3/18
W files for D 10/12/18
W moves out 11/10/18
EA confirmed 12/25/18
D Final 1/10/19