So quick update here from the couch before I head out for a pint with my mates.
I decided to call total quits on intel of any sort, and this has been tremendously helpful mentally. I really struggled the first day, but just told myself what a bad habit I had developed, and it was like an addiction really if I struggled to not do it, so I ended my addiction, and wow.
I am happy right now - my sister is here to take the kids for the evening, and I just have a lot of good energy flowing right now (not that I am spiritual in any way - but I feel good).
Just wanted to check in.
Taking life one day at a time, step by step, and I am liking my path.
Have a great night
BD: Wife says "its over" 11th august 2018. EA: June 2018 PA: August 2018 - ongoing Status: Taking turns 7 days a week to be in the house w. kids WW: no regrets, seems happy with leaving.
