You really need to stop worrying about what shes doing or going to do. Tell us what you are doing to GAL and what your short term goals are to make yourself happy. Stop thinking about her constantly. Act like shes not even in the picture and its just you.
M:16 T:21 H(me) 38 WW: 38 S11 D16 D19 Red Flags of A: March 2018 ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018 Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018 BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018 D Filed: March 27, 2019