you said it, you are doing the right things you know you should be doing but your heart is not there. it can be draining going against your will. you feel dead because your heart wants what it cant have for now.
stay strong buddy. left, right, left, right. keep doing what you've been doing. eventually, things will catch up. Are you doing the PIES?
Where are you spiritually? Maybe put some emphasis here too to balance out.
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
