Not a bad weekend, not perfect, but better than last.
Spent Friday evening together, did some talking. W wanted to start wearing wedding ring again and I didn't oppose. I told her I am working to get there but I need time to. Still being transparent when needed and not overdoing it.
She spent Sat eve with some old neighborhood girlfriends at their house but stayed in touch. I scheduled some GAL time and we met up at home before 12. She made a point of texting and calling and a few pics (with her in them) throughout the eve. A bit of overkill but we had discussed in the past that when she is not doing anything wrong she had always stayed in touch. She said she wants to....she wants me to trust her...I told her it will take time to rebuild that and she knows, but acknowledged her effort.
She is still struggling internally, not she if it is withdrawal but definitely past issues are still lurking and she doesn't know how to deal with them. I cannot help but am still trying to be the light of support without bearing the full load of her pain.
We are looking at purchasing a small boat...she is financing but wants us to be able to spend more time together out of the house. We have always liked the water and this would be some good bonding time to get away from the everyday at home activities.
Long road still I know until she gets more significant help but no steps back and a little over a week since the last shoe dropped.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019
