Father5

Forget the pass what you did we can't go back

Focus on Now
Become that W that she fell in love without telling W
Change because you want to change.

I did everything as begging, crying, getting on my knees
Blah blah blah.
Something I would have never done but it's done with

So this week after almost 2yrs when W finally started talking
To me. Remember right now your W isn't even listening to you
You will know when.
I look at my W and said Hey W am sorry again for everything
W looked into my eyes and said Thank you M and I know you are
I accept you apology.

So this day will come for you. Don't remind W what you did
When the time is ready just say it.

But right now just be that guy and super dad with a Cape with
No expectations always.

Your W must go through this it will take time and years

Am going on 2yrs since BD
But I think W mentally check out after almost me dying
That 4yrs I now can see pictures of W check out.

So if you want go back to pictures and you will see the shark eyes
There eyes do change is crazy but is like a dead soul. You will
Start realizing when W check out.

It's take me 2yrs almost so remember One day at a time


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9