13 years and 2 kids pt. 5

[Hurt213]

Thanks for the input and advice. Its really nice to get some outside perspective on things.

Basically I have been spinning the last couple of days, and I don't really know why, but I feel alright again, and have had a great weekend with the kids.

I have told my self throughout all of this, that the kids are the most important, and I am neglecting this, with petty behavior such as ignoring requests related to the kids, so that just stops now - not because I want something in return, but because she is indeed their mother.

I responded before the feedback with "S2 and D5 are sleeping. They had a great day."

I see how my access to "intel" actually keeps me attached, and I am just not gonna go there anymore.

So, kids are ready for bed, im watching a movie tonight, then early bed. Workout tomorrow and then a hectic week at work but I get to come home every day and enjoy my afternoon and evening with the kids, so its gonna be a wonderful weekend.

Thanks again for the 2x4s and the advice, I need to be consistent, because I am absolutely leading her on to believing that things are jolly, and then I ignore her because of my covert contracts - 180 on that beginning today.

Have a great evening.