Father5

You will have different emotions,
And remember is ok we must go through those stages

I'll be honest I never went through anger because W
Left, so how can I be angry at a person I don't see.

But I went through lost,mourning, sad, confused and what
The f just happened and is all normal.

I remember sitting there with my trio's and a show comes
Up and kids will be kids they will say W favorite show.

I never let my kids see me break down, I would say ok
Am showering and I will cry in the bathroom, scream in a
Bath towel in a ball in the floor. I had my moments but
Never in front of my kids.

What am saying is, your not crazy and emotions are going
Be everywhere. I mean everywhere. Not sure if you have
A therapist but if you don't you will need one.

And remember Father5 we are here for you to vent.

And always walk away if you and W arguments get
Intense. Your W right now is not herself.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9