You will have different emotions, And remember is ok we must go through those stages
I'll be honest I never went through anger because W Left, so how can I be angry at a person I don't see.
But I went through lost,mourning, sad, confused and what The f just happened and is all normal.
I remember sitting there with my trio's and a show comes Up and kids will be kids they will say W favorite show.
I never let my kids see me break down, I would say ok Am showering and I will cry in the bathroom, scream in a Bath towel in a ball in the floor. I had my moments but Never in front of my kids.
What am saying is, your not crazy and emotions are going Be everywhere. I mean everywhere. Not sure if you have A therapist but if you don't you will need one.
And remember Father5 we are here for you to vent.
And always walk away if you and W arguments get Intense. Your W right now is not herself.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9