Keeping the faith ... finding me (Part III)

[Adam04]

FS,

I agree with Davide, sounds like you are doing great. Your GAL is pretty awesome.

And Davide, next time get out there on the dance floor. Have you seen people get lost in themselves out there? Couples who do? They create their own little energy field. To not care or be shy, to let go... and you're safe from judgement. If club dancing isn't your thing there's other dancing like line dancing (Tx 2 Step or cupid shuffle), salsa, or latin circle dancing, quite fun in my youth.

I'm embarrassed about my dancing days but I had them. W and I partied in the days of Trance music and after hour clubs. Danced from 12-6 in the morning. FS, I am sorry to hear your H seemed like he couldn't let himself go and have fun. [censored] to not be able to share that with him. That's one thing W and I enjoyed doing together for years. It's sad that I know part of where we are at is due to losing myself, the identity of who I was because I gained so much weight and lost sight of having fun. I want to get that back. Need to shed this weight. When my first son was born, the first videos I showed him were dance videos. There is a famous Asian dance kid named Aidan out there that my son dances like.

LOL FS, I understand that sweating and working out is not GAL. That week you described sounded pretty awesome though. And thanks for commenting on my current sitch with W. It helps. Deep down I know I cant reach W where she's at. This guy and that girl, not a good combo. We must find our way again. [censored] that children are involved. It really does.

Nothing is wrong with some quiet time alone. Not only does it give you a chance to sort through clothes but your feelings as well. I know you miss your children and H. We miss because we care and we love. Life is wonderful like that.