I am truly sorry your here and many Newbies But you found a new virtual family.
This is your new home, remember when you want to Vent and Scream we are here through anything.
Not sure who told me this on here but I was told you will Get through this, a year from now you won't feel the way you do.
They where absolutely right.
Do I still have my moments Yes, do I still cry Yes do I still hurt yes
But I smile more then ever. I now can say I overcame this.
As many will give you advice, listen to lots of YouTube inspirational
Not sure if your religious but like many of us we get busy with Life,Work amd family Kids and forget the most important person. GOD
If I must say I found my faith again I found God again. I forgot about a lot of things I am finding me again and my relationship with my kids couldn't be better.
If you ask me will I do it again to find God again I would. I lost my wife But I found my bestfriend God. He has not left me. I left him but he didn't with me.
So now here you go.
Let W go. Job is so right Time is going be your new friend.
I am going on two years on April 2017
I had MlC,WAW And a monster MLC my W was all in one.
The only way to describe it, is like a tornado coming and it hit your Home and you lost everything over night.
Best advice let your W go, and give W to God.
You will see so many different people in W. Always remember Father5 your not crazy isn't you
I at first felt like I was going crazy. I was losing my mind No we are not we must stay stable for our kids.
It took time to GAL but I did GALWK with kids.
Financially I couldn't but I look up free museums, free library event Free things pack a lunch and did my best.
So again welcome and you will get through this.
You will go through extreme highs and low. Remember Cry,remember scream is ok to not be ok
Go to therapy go to divorce groups go to single parent groups Be the best Dad ever. You got this.
Best of luck
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9