Had a good day today and have been in one for a few days now, which has been amazing for me. I haven't seen or heard from my wife in over 2 months now, I am trying my best to detach. I am looking at purchasing a new home and start looking tomorrow afternoon. I do think about her often sometimes but I am trying to GAL. I do miss my best friend I do get tempted to call her and tell her about things but I know I can't. I think it is the worst part of this whole mess.