I know I shouldn't be thinking about it but it is very tough not too. Really just sat back and observed W last night and cant help but wonder what is going on. We are just past the 5 month mark now and I can't help but feel a shift in things. I don't know what way they have shifted but things seem very different. At one point late last night we were sitting on opposite ends of the couch. I asked W if she had thought anymore about the plan moving forward and I got the standard "I have to figure things out" answer. I calmly advised again that living like this was not an option for me anymore, it was not working for the kids and causing great confusion for them and asked her if it was really working for her? She confirmed that it wasn't. I asked what she wanted moving forwards and the response was "I don't know". I said "fair enough" and went up to bed. For someone who was so dead set on D 5 months ago things really seem to be stalled and "I don't know" is running rampant. Not sure if she is waiting for things to just fall into place magically so she can move on or if perhaps she is starting to have second thoughts. Either way I need to remain extra cautious now it seems and really double down on DB'ing.
