I keep re reading your last post Neffer....patience...patience...don't rush.

You get that feeling of wanting to change gears so quickly, but I am holding back. I still see her struggle but she continues the remorse. She is taking 100% blame for the damage the A has caused...this is all new to me. She was never at any point this contrite. I am continuing to validate that she is acknowledging and will be the light.

Anxiety still creeps in though. Although being very transparent, still have to figure she will struggle with ending her A and fantasy life. I am working to keep my GAL but also to do some new things with W that we had not done in a long time...to reconnect.

H-50
W-48
T-19
M -18
S23, S14
BD - 5/9/2018
OM discovered 5/10/2018

In house sep - 8/18/2018
Rope drop 2/15/2019
R'ing since 3/15/2019