Well I hit sent too fast. So, here's the rest. It was really shocking to read. Many he is already buried in. Wow. Really enlightening! He told me the other night that he thinks he might be going in sane. Well, if I was doing all those things, I think I might too. It reinforces that they are just very sick individuals. I think this is why I choose to stand. Because I know if he does the work to heal, we could have a great marriage. It makes me wonder though, if they had so many of these feelings for most of their life, is is possible to even heal? My H stated he doesn't think he ever will.

His journey. I will pray the he recognizes that God is walking with him, and H takes his hand.

Gerda - you are the 2nd person to recommend Tim Keller to me. I think that's God's way of speaking to me! Time to look him up.

Thanks for all your support and wisdom.


Last edited by Grace21; 02/21/19 10:06 PM.

M: 56
H: 57
S: 22
D: 20

H Moved out: 10/1/18