I recently Had B/D #1 in Sept the B/D#2 in Nov I did everything wrong Begged,Pleaded after B/D#1 same thing after B/D#2 but also called her awful names as I completely lost it when I found out about the affair . I am not proud this and regret it. I have gone N/C since Dec 8th and hevent heard from her except about the kids. Am I wrong to have any hope ?
