Lent is a time of giving up those things that each person identifies. If you opt to give up the Forum for Lent, I do understand. Just know, that if, for some reason, you need to return before the end of Lent...that's okay. God would not judge you on this.
Each and every poster, at some point, takes a break from here and they are always welcomed back. Why? Because we are a family, a family that has shared and been there for each other.
We are always here for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.