Having trouble sleeping for sure. Such an emotional roller coaster. I'm trying not to have my expectations high. After what was such a good day full of talking, laughter, and even a kiss, tonight she just seemed shut off. I just have such a hard time dealing with the relative indifference, her not wearing her wedding ring (despite telling her how it made me feel last time we talked about the R), and her stating that she wants to work on things and she is hopeful about our marriage. I know, I'm being super selfish and impatient, but I'd rather get my feelings and thought out here rather than saying something stupid or having another R talk. I feel like taking off my wedding ring and being gone for most of the day tomorrow...but I know that probably just childish behavior trying to control her actions/thoughts. UGGG.
Me: 44 Her: 42 T: 22, M: 20 D:18, S:16, S:11 Sep: 6 months in 2002 Sep again: March 15, 2015 (5 months) WAW talk again: January 21, 2019
