Just keep swimming, I know I can, New beginning

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Jobs,dejavue6,kyh,sjohnson6,Peacetoday DnJ and westco


Thank you and Thank you everyone for my birthday
Wishes.

I felt the love thank you.

Birthday came and went.
Very quiet,

Just Apollo and I

It was W week,
Kids didn't have school on Monday, President Day
Trio's ask Mom M can you ask W if we can stay so
We have an extra day with you for your birthday
Trio's wanted to bake me cupcakes.

So I ask W
W went on to saying it's my holiday, I want them back blah blah

A simple question went to several text.
So I kinda stood clear from W as I can see W was ready for argument
At drop off I talk with trio's to please listen and behave.
D10 was angry at W, d10 wants explanation why Trios couldn't stay with
Me. I explained to d10 we will celebrate next weekend.

I gave trio's hugs and kisses boys where quite and sad D more angry

Well 15min later I recieved a call from W, about d10 how D10 lies and over
Dramatic. I listen to W. I then ask if I can speak with d.

D10 and I spoke. I gave her some meditation to do and how to deal with W
W gets back on the phone and says I want them to see you and I are a team

I just listen. W stated are your listening I said yes W am hearing you.

Since then Trio's and I talk and they sing Happy birthday to me

They are amazing kids.

Yesterday I went to breakfast with a friend and then back home bake myself
A dessert and ate it with Apollo.

It was quite.


Peacetoday I read your story. Very true letting go of what I can control and
What I can't.
It's been a rough road but here I am as many said as time goes by I
Will slowly let go.

I infact now ask myself will W and I ever try to make it work. And
Part of me says yes, W was there for me when I went through my own
Fog. I also think I never caused W this much pain or chaos.
I would never treat my worse enemy like W treated me.

I can say mentally am getting there I am healing I am finding myself again
Financially I am struggling but things could be worse. I am taking it

One day at a time