New thread- Newcomer pre-bomb drop

[Bern19]

Yeah, I considered not saying anything about the text, but figured that’s what I would have always done, so I figured instead of pretending it didn’t bother me I’d just say something. When she got upset with me that bothered me more than the text. Once again proving she has not considered what she’s done as “that bad”. I don’t know if she’ll ever grasp that. At least she doesn’t appear to be close. I’m to the point now that I keep remembering things she said or placed we were only to realize that she was with the OM during all of them. It’s starting to affect my mindset of trying to avoid a divorce at all costs. I’m starting to feel cheated out of the life I was supposed to have by this person that I trusted my future to. At this point I’m avoiding all relationship talk and just engaged with my kids as much as possible. I’ll get into it with her once we get home.