Divorce and Acceptance part 3

[Pax_luv]

Im coming up on 4 years post bd and while I’m in a really good place, I’m so beyond over dealing with my ex. I just really despise him. And not in the sense that I walk around with any feelings about him at all. It’s more so, that I’m over the jabs/ stabs. I’m done.

Today he’s arguing with the forensic accountant over the valuation of the house and community interest. He’s the devil and soooo f’n manipulative. It’s disgusting. He’s all nice to her and respectful, but then turns around is an absolute terd.

I’ve been biting my tongue for 4 years. I know the anger, hurt, betrayal, sadness subsides. But I can’t help but wonder if I’ve bottled it up too much...if I shouldn’t release it somehow... like to his face.

I mean I’ve done all the healthy processing I can do, but so badly I want to reply to the email chain and say, the accountant valued the house at this much, because I was your wife, we were married, we built that home together, and it’s as much mine as it is yours.