Yes, you have God in your life...but also, you may have developed better coping skills while growing up. MLCer's usually do not have very good coping skills, if any, and that's why they have such a difficult time navigating quarter life and the mid life crisis.
MLCers are very, very fragile and those who truly go off the deep end are more so.
Just my two cents.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
