Tbh I still have my moments, especially when I'm alone in our room by myself. I'm trying only to come home to sleep so I don't stew in my thoughts.
Exercising with my brother has been helpful. I will continue doing that.
I also had a trip planned away with 3 of my closest mates for a week in mid-March. Up until now I didn't think I'd want to go anymore, but I think that would be helpful.
Most of my family/close friends want me to move on. I had a feeling they would hold this view. I still haven't made up my mind. I think time is on my side here. She's had a year to develop her feelings toward our MR. I've had 4 weeks. So will take some more time.
Question.
W's best friend and her maid of honour at our wedding texted me today to tell me she was in shock and happy to speak if I wanted to. I know the W told her about our sitch a couple of days ago.
I don't know if I should. Part of me wants to find out if the W had spoken to her about any of this in the past, or even if she mentioned the tickets she booked. But I also know whatever I discuss with W's best friend will most likely make it back to her. I very much doubt the W admitted to having an A as the reason for our separation.
