Lol.....the big smooth!! I mean it's cool, I guess I am a little excited. I feel myself getting closer to her. I am still very cautious though esp after going through a D. Not sure I will ever let me guard down again or pit anyone on a pedestal.
I know it sounds super cliché to say, but I think you will find yourself letting your guard down some as you either get closer to her or if it doesn't work out with her, with someone else down the road. I felt the same way at first...no way was I letting my guard down. A couple of different guys I dated even commented on it, but I still didn't let it down. But, then when Sparky came along I did because it just felt right. Obviously everyone is different and moves at a different pace, but you might be surprised at how you will start to feel more comfortable and able to let your guard down with someone (either the Dr. or someone in the future).
Anyway, good for you and the Dr. LH's "big J smooth" thing made me laugh out loud, so thanks for that.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids
