Ugh... just went downstairs to try to see if I could find the marriage license. Nope. But I did find souvenirs from our honeymoon and a love letter my H wrote to me about how much he loves me...”so much that it takes my breath away” and how he will always be a strong shoulder to cry on and he is not the type of guy to run at the first sign of trouble. It just went on and on... it was a beautiful letter. And then I found the words of our wedding song written out. Seriously!?!? I was having a decent day!!!!!! Now I want to punch him for being such a HUGE liar and making me believe in him. I just texted him to tell him I couldn’t find it and am done looking so he can look for it himself. I am done with the painful trips down memory lane.
Thanks Grace. I told myself I wasn’t going to do anything impulsive anymore but sometimes it is just too painful. Glad to hear you are ready to get back on your wagon. I was fully on mine until my H reminded me that he is still determined to D. I knew that but honestly...stop texting me to help you finish blowing up our marriage. He really is clueless sometimes.
