Gordie 23 one year after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Oneart

Agree this is going to be bumpy

So if I think of this as a new relationship

And w as a girlfriend

I think she is at the part of the relationship

Where she wants more from me

And I have kept my distance

So let us inch more in that direction



DNJ

Agree there is back and forth within her

It is hard to see how things change when you are so close to them

My feelings are in check most of the time

But I still get triggered

But less than I used to

So yes God heals and time heals

There are unexpected difficulties in this part of the journey

But it is a necessary part of the journey

A part that we all dreamed and prayed about

And I keep posting

First because you guys are all so understanding

And second because people on the outside still do not understand

If they know what happened

They do not understand why we are still together

If they do not know what happened

They do not understand why things are not normal