NicoleR you hit the nail on the head and every aspect and sentiment with that post. You guys are all great and supportive, but unfortunately, that doesn't replace what was once next to you in bed, that was emotionally, physically, and mentally connected to you. I'm going through a IHS forced by financial circumstances. My wife is a WAW, but man I've never felt more alone my life. Went to the movies last Sat by myself, just to get used to doing things alone again. I'm at the point where I'm done trying to salvage. she doesn't want she wants to separate move on with her life, but not divorce, at least not yet.

I'm actually starting to put things into clarity, and realize she isn't the person I thought she was, is, and possibly will be. I just want to sell the house and get on with my life. but it's going to take at least six months or more to get rid of it after I fix it up.
I'm coming to a crossroad where why do I want myself to be strung along? Buy anyone for that matter?

Last edited by IHCLACS; 02/18/19 08:31 PM.