Oh man... it's been a long difficult day today. Trying to process all of this, after so many months of NC and nothing happening. I knew something would eventually come, knowing she's moved in with AP and moved away to another country is tough.
I guess from now on, my posts will be different, with more topics besides my journaling. I'm sure there will be plenty more twists in store. I feel very lonely right now. I miss hugs, kisses, sex, intimacy with my WW. I haven't been with anyone since my WW left last August. Maybe one day I will be ready again.
BH: 36 WW:33 M: 2 Relationship: 6 years. Dday: Aug 2018 0 1st mention of D: 30/09, 2nd Mention 17/02/2019 LRT: Oct 2018 WW & AP: EA & PA since June 2018 (Moved country and in with AP Feb 2019)
