My concern is injury / hurting myself—I’ve strained my calf running before, I have asthma (which is controlled, but still a thing), and I don’t want to aggravate a sore back that has been really quiet of late. Riding the stationary bike at school or at the condo’s exercise room is okay enough, but the thing about the running club is SOCIAL—just being with others, and adding some structure / accountability.
Come on man. I'm 15 years older then you and do Crossfit and run half marathons. Stationary bike is not going to cut it.
Originally Posted by Bo562
I’ll probably get killed for this, but I’m just feeling the pangs of loneliness for attention / affection / physical touch. I know that ship has sailed with W (at least for the time being, perhaps permanently, to be determined), and I’m nowhere near close to being ready for someone else anyway. It just hurts right now, you know? The word ‘pangs’ I feel is fitting—a cry from within, that is not exactly permanent, but it’s been arising every now and then (at least it’s not chronic, which I guess is good).
Bo we understand. We've been there. My ex and I were together for 24 years and had an active sex life even up to the week she moved out. You will get use to it and it will make you stronger.
I understand you are just journaling Bo but this post is weak and a lot of whining. Time to step it up man!
