My Story Pt 2

[Manta]

She wasn't always like that LH19.

While family, close friends now are clearly angry/hurt and sad that she showed no remorse and disappeared with AP, tell me to move on, as WW never gave our M a chance or even looking at R, there is another side to my WW.

I didn't marry her because "well this is what we are meant to do at our age isn't it?"

I loved her because she was very caring about me, she was loving, sexy, gentle, smart and always wanted to see me happy too. She was interesting, funny, different, quirky and also playful. We shared so much together and both were open and had good communication, sharing our dreams together and also both valued family as being very important. She was my best friend and we both believed that we looked out for each other and made a great team. We had been through a lot in the last 7 years. Falling in love, Long distance relationship, losing dear friends, moving to a new country, fought the odds, changing jobs, marriage, miscarriages.

I wholeheartedly believed we were on the same page and that we had honest communication with each other. We valued that and she knew I was there for her through thick and thin. I'm not perfect, so obviously there was an issue where she wanted out of the M and leave me for AP.

Last summer she completely changed into a different person, she became very selfish and cruel. The miscarriages certainly didn't help, when AP came along in work and started telling her he wanted her. She changed. She couldn't wait to move on with her new AP. I was left shocked, deeply hurt, humiliated and broken. Everything I believed we valued, she basically threw in my face and left me for dead.

I believe in my heart she is a good person, doing a very bad thing...That's what makes me hold on. She's fully in limerence with AP, however, if I do the right things, I believe she may come back one day. If she doesn't, ill be stronger anyway. But i can't always bow down to her, just because "She wants to talk".