Hit by the dreaded ILYBNILWY

[mikeyb]

It's been a few days since I posted, so here's the latest:

GAL has been pretty good, still finding myself somewhat in pursuit. Really trying to back away from that.

Wife wanted to talk about the D one day, I told her "I understand this is what you want, and I won't stand in your way, but it is not what I want and I will not talk about it"

To which she responding, "I want us to work together on this" and this is where my pursuit came in place "I responded so you want us to work together on D, but not the root problem" ***FACEPALM***

So ya, not much more has happened since, I was scheduled to have V-Day off and today as well but cancelled those plans and instead went to work. The W texted me V-Day morning when she got home from work saying "I thought you had the day off" to which I responded "I did, but I cancelled it"

Decided to instead take next Tues & Wens off since Tues is my bday.

More on V-Day, I came home later than normal, hung around work to talk to some night shift guys I hadn't talked to in a few months. The W calls me wanting to know what I had planned for dinner. Told her there is a frozen dinner in the freezer I will make that. End of call. I then get home fire up the oven, hopped in the shower then threw the food in. Then went into my room and started watching some Netflix. The W was cleaning when I came home and came into the MBR to get some of her clothes that were in my basket, I told her I needed some money to put gas in the car, I had driven the truck last week which ate threw my budget for the 2 weeks. She threw a fit, sad no She had plans to go to her moms today and said I'm going tonight then.....Ok. I got a hold of my parents and they helped me out with some gas money. So I went and put gas in the car, came back and ate dinner in the MBR, the W comes in and tells me she's going to take a shower (She's been using the shower in the MBR). I said ok, then she disappears for about an hour. I get myself ready for bed, and lay down watching TV. She finally comes in to take a shower. When she got out, she stood there by the door giving me a all sexy look. I said "What?" she responds with "You know what and bites her lip" I think you guys can see where this led to..... then we took another shower and she said get some sleep and went to the guest room. And that was that....