I totally get your routine and your anxiety about staying it out I felt like Ive just lived it as I read your words
MY S is in 12 th grade just starting driving with his own car about 6 months ago
I suddenly have all the freedom Ive been wanting If she can get her license that may help you
He was in band with severe allergies so from 9th grade to 11th grade
I drove him to school went to work drove back to school to bring food sometimes drove him home then back for band and pick up again at 10pm exhausted just thinking about it
We also live in a remote part of a big city, all the way out from all the activities its safer here schools are top rated here
I would agree if you can use this time for inner growth meditation spiritual activities church ect yoga groups new connections or more inner connection gym fake it till you make it
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow