Hi

I totally get your routine and your anxiety about staying it out
I felt like Ive just lived it as I read your words

MY S is in 12 th grade just starting driving with his own car about 6 months ago

I suddenly have all the freedom Ive been wanting
If she can get her license that may help you

He was in band with severe allergies
so from 9th grade to 11th grade

I drove him to school
went to work
drove back to school to bring food sometimes drove him home then back for band and pick up again at 10pm
exhausted just thinking about it


We also live in a remote part of a big city, all the way out from all the activities
its safer here
schools are top rated here

I would agree if you can use this time for inner growth
meditation
spiritual activities church ect
yoga groups
new connections or more inner connection
gym
fake it till you make it


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow