Thanks SoTorn.

Before finding out about the A I told myself that I would accept anything but an A to repair our relationship, even if it took years.

Now though, I just feel numb. One second angry, one second bowling my eyes out, the next second calm and collected.

The OM is a uni 'friend'. 5 years younger than she is and studies sustainability as she does. Cares about the environment but has no moral values.

I'm back home and have put some of her clothes and toiletries at the base of the bed.

Thanks for all the support.

Deep breaths.