Truth is, right now, I have no idea how I feel.

Up until finding out I was 100% committed to finding a way through this. Prepared to give her as long as she needed.

Now, I don't know.

I feel like a line has been crossed, and she is without a doubt not the same girl I married.

Will I ever be able to trust again?

My plan is to as calmly as possible tell her she will need to find other sleeping arrangements tonight outside of the mbr.

We will see if she comes clean at that stage.