When i was going through the divorce process, i could not wait to date. I wanted ego gratification, sex, a 2nd chance, someone to use my supposed new found relationship skills with. And yeah its exiting in the beginning. A new person after all those years.

But for me, there were and are a lot of mixed feelings. I never felt that way when i dated my ex in my early 20s. Somethings off, even if the other person is normal. Just something im noticing


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer